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These are my personal thoughts about sissies, men who are in touch with their fem side and why men don't want to even think of their fem side... If you think back through the years, when you were at your mother's side, what do you recall? The scent of her perfume? The softness of her clothing, the silkiness of stockings or a touch of her panties? The warmth and security of her arms wrapped around you? Perhaps you always felt a little different, yet tried denying your feelings of femininity. I find through the years of denial our minds keep reflecting on life and how things once felt. So you begin exploring, and each step brings out a little more of your fem side. Slowly becoming comfortable with yourself, you eventually come to where you can take those trips to places where you can touch lingerie and articles of clothing or gaze at shoes while pondering what sizes you might wear. Until the day comes when you finally make that purchase. Then, in privacy you try something on. Yes, a bit small or maybe too large. Soon the sizes will fit much better as you become accustomed to making the right purchases. Oh, the anticipation of shopping! In your mind, you're wondering, "Do they know it's for me? Can I convince them it's for my sister, mother or girlfriend?" There you are with that bit of fear and nervous apprehension. However, you would be surprised at how many men actually go shopping for themselves on a regular basis. Next, we delve into hiding the collection of fem clothing. Ah, the closet fem. It's a pity people have to live in the closet. I know so well of your needing to come out and experience life enfem. Open shopping trips, playing with others, experiencing life as a sissy, having your Mistress and other sissies and self-professed sluts just like you who are also wanting, desiring and needing... Our mission here is to help you accomplish becoming the best sissy you can be. We want to help you calm your fears and find life enfem exciting! I remember the first time my gurl came to me. She had been with others who let her wear panties, lipstick, stockings and heels. Although they did not do much else with her, which was a hinderance to her growth, she was actually used for menial house chores, sex and nothing else. In comes Me, Mistress, into her life. It took me close to three years to meet her as she's married. This was one of the biggest drawbacks because I was looking for a full time gurl, certainly not a married playmate. Her persistence continued until one day I said, "Yes, I'll meet you." What I found was an inexperienced sissy but with such great qualities. We discussed her marriage. She had always been wearing panties, and the wife allowed this and occasionally used toys on her. One day, she came across a sissy training manual book and left it for the wife. Unfortunately, the wife did not get into this. She had always seen her as a man - strong, considerate, kind and gentle in many ways. Allowing him to be enfem just was not something she desired. It is understandable that many women don't want to think of their husbands as their maidens, yet alone think about them being dressed as women. So there are boxes of hidden clothing, toys and cosmetics in the garage, attic, office and automobile. I'm sure they're in other places as well. She and I set the ground rules. First, there was to be no intercourse between us as this was to be saved for the wife. Second, I would not interfere in her private life, and that's no problem here because I'm a very busy woman. Third, if I was going to do something new, we would always discuss it beforehand. I took her slowly through the paces of the sissification she wanted. I don't like rushing, because often people need time to process what's transpired. We have many discussions on life, her attitude and thoughts about being a sissy. The key to our relationship is trust and communication above all else! Regards, Mistress |